My Trembling Body
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From the dark
soft hands appear
gently they suppress the fear
My trembling body
comes to calm
i see her smooth inviting arm
Breathing slowing down again
the long embrace
numbs the pain
Rubbing skin
exchange of power
the moment seems to last an hour
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But all too soon
she's gone from sight
i wonder whether it was right
I possibly
relied too much
and i wont cope without a crutch
I lent on her
in time of need
but now she's gone my body bleeds
At the time
it felt so bliss
but now it's tearing me to bits
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What is the price of wisdom?
This depends on the value of sanity,
you can't feel the pain,
the pressure on the brain,
the numbness prevents the profanity.
Closing my eyes lifts the pressure.
I wish I could close off my mind.
My wick's burnt at both ends,
Sleep's like a lost friend.
I just never seem to have time.
Into the next day I stumble,
my fluro hummms through the night.
The sun glazes the hill,
I've run out of zeal,
but I still have to face the daylight.